I just want this to get it out of my chest. Well, literally and figuratively.
Last December, I was admitted to the hospital due to excessive vomiting. Excessive—as in vomiting every 20 mins. Up to the point that I’m having a hard time swallowing food and medicines so they had to do it intravenously (I don’t really like the hospital and IVs are the most uncomfortable thing for me but for the sake of getting well… I had to endure it).
I got better. Or so I thought.
Then, the following weeks it gets harder and harder for me to swallow food. Heck, drinking water is also a struggle. And still, I refuse to go to the hospital. (Mind you, I live alone.) I’ve had moments like these before but not to an extent that I get heartburn and all that… everyday!
Do you know how exhausting it is to eat and throw up everything?
Money and food be like: Am I a joke to you?
This is still not the point that I’m trying to convey, haha. I went to the hospital yesterday and had my check-up and it was confirmed that is indeed GERD. Still, I have to do a more thorough diagnosis for the best possible treatment but, for now, I was prescribed with medicines (meds are so damn expensive TT^TT)
Anyway, I am saying all this because my current supervisor in the laboratory is so… I don’t even know how to describe her. Manipulative, Liar (okay, i don’t know how to put this but she has her own way of twisting one’s words), she also has this annoying habit of micromanaging your work. Can she show a little bit of… i don’t know, empathy?
“I can’t go to work because I have a check-up.”
What part of what I said did she not understand? MY HEALTH IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN THE DUE DATE OF MY ANALYSIS. Okay? Those can wait but my health can’t.
I am so pissed. I just had to endure 2 more months and I’m done.
Sorry, this isn’t a review.
Have a good day.